I have a massage (30 min) set for friday.
No sharp pain, it's a muscle spasm on steroids and just general hypersensitivity. I went to my PCP yesterday. She felt like it is really related to fibromyalgia (I am so freaking tired of that word lol). She gave me steroids dose back to get me through the next 5 days (I work 4 out of 5) and then I am on vacation. She asked me to call my rheumatologist and see if he would up one of my meds to see if that helps....
I tried to be stoic when she told me that. Its not what I want to hear, however.... i guess at some point, I need to get serious about this dumb diagnosis and research it more. I am trying to read a book called. The Body Keeps the Score: Brain, Mind and Body in the Healing of Trauma.
The Body Keeps the Score: Brain, Mind, and Body in the Healing of Trauma
The Body Keeps the Score: Brain, Mind, and Body in the Healing of Trauma: van der Kolk M.D., Bessel: 9780143127741: Amazon.com: Books
I am only like 35 pages in, but it is interesting.
And then I have digitally borrowed a book about fibro, but I dont remember the title. However, I do feel better today after taking the steroids.... of course.
I bout a cheap table saw from harbor freight while it was on sale over the weekend. It only has a 9" rip, but for most things I would use it for that is plenty.
I absolutely refuse to let this take the few things that keep me sane outside of family and dogs.
I am putting my craftsman 10 cubit foot cart together so that I can clean up the front of my Sanford and sons house lol. And hopefully use it to fill in some low spots if i ever have dirt delivered. The spring in the picture just about did me in.... until I figured out I was doing it wrong lol
I made vegetable soup for dinner.
I now have to figure out how I will get my moms wheelchair in and out of the car 3 days a week for the next 4 to 6 weeks. I am not going to tell her no, i am shocked that she agreed to go. But man, is it going to be hard to do.